press 4 and realise what our world has become to.

love

sometimes its hard to see the lines we've drawn until we've crossed them. thats when we rely on the ones we loved, to pull us back and give us something to hold onto.
thanks, love u.

to anyone who needs this,

good things fall apart, so that better things can fall into place

heed this.

Roller blading is bloody happening haha.

where'd he go

dont ask, because im wondering too.

today, i saw the birds soar in the sky,

and felt so far apart from them.

yknow what?

you make this whole festive worthwhile.

hi everyone, happy vday and cny! (lots of love)

hey bitch. i bet you did it by design.

And,

today happens to be one of the best and exciting day that i needed.

today happens to be one of the worst day that ive to go through.

Today I'm Rachelle. (HAPPY B'DAY ALVIN K(A)Z(A)M)

With much appreciation from what happened and what made me realised and conclude from this incident, i thank, you-the battery's gone flat-period.

to alvin: ok.






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to alvin: HAHA GOOD ENOUGH?

i

triple S(ed) with you you you you today :)

insecure

tuesday, 12/1/10,
2 diff genders with the same idea, is that so?
...because i didnt realise it.

target

i'll breathe in ngee ann's air soon i promise. i love np haha.

first week isnt good.

'ive got a s-watch watch'

i dont like getting stuck at stage four. i must master the sevens.
and in here, i'd like to fill up this blank space with much appreciation for:
jiaxin
priscilla
alfred
weixun
eugene
jacques
yongkang
to people in bintan who made my 15th wonderful, to whoever that made a sand cake during campfire with me drawing, blowing, erasing the candles all by myself, to anyone who pulled me up the stage and congregate as one to present me a birthday song of all languages, to anybody who made an effort to stand up precipitously with a little sense of 'no fimage' to sing me a birthday song though they failed all the time ha ha.
to all,

THANK YOU

fifteen

to all the fifteens out there:
im part of you people now ;)
and i must say, i extremely love the celebration in bintan. but the one in s'pore just made me want to count down to my next birthday -.- thanks for ruining it all, ive got something in return for you
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_l_ (for the lack of a better gesture)

the best camp

Bintan camp was impressive. my brain's really limited to describe this camp but yea, im really glad to be able to have this as part of my memory. this is the first time i'll ever miss a camp, well done supercamp. i feel good

a prodigiously sensational christmas. rock on buddy! ;)

'coconut smells good'

i oovoo(ed) the whole night with jiaxin on christmas haaaa. (um yea i know, theres something wrong with my oovoo ok thanks shut up)

merry x'mas everyone! (blows flying kisses)(hahahahahahahahaa)

briefing wasnt nice at all yesterday esp when we had to hail a cab for apprx 20 minutes but to no avail. the two hours of getting stuck in the sports hall-with many motivating posters pasted on every space available-doing all sorts of irritating group discussions with yours truly's group which is mainly known as, mrs yo! and seeing the team leaders dance and cheer readily as though they've did it for the millionth time. the worst part definitely is to argue persistently with ms puah about FBTs. but going out with my dearest jiamin in the afternoon made my remaining day good, thank you so much <3
bintan camp's on sunday and im not excited for it.

picnic by the sea

waking up at 9.48am and fighting against time in paterlin's house as we prepare our picnic food and constantly reminding the three girls not to set out that early was certainly not a good start of our long day. carrying packs of picnic food, having a 10 minute walk to the train station, unable to find a good (cool) spot and getting sunburns was certainly even a bad start of realising our ideal picnic. but what makes this trip worthwhile was all the fun that was awaiting for us after these bad start(s)-kite flying(!!!)(since i took it up real well as a first timer), beach vball, picnic food, taking pictures, skyride & luge(!!!!!!!)(since i shouted 'mario kart race, everyone!' when i was leading and controlling things admirably but ended up being the last because my helmet's too big for my head)-hee hee.
but good things always comes to an end, and the bad thing is, im tanner + red cheeks & i skipped dinner tonight (@#$&!%!#$)

i wonder why's it so fucking hard to put one song on my blog now that mixpod is being a dickhead. knnbccheebye.
(new websites (excluding myspace youtube and fucking mixpod) anyone?)

A-OK

during dinner, i cooked myself a bowl of udon and after getting six crabsticks splitted because i over-boiled it, a few drops of oil splattered on me while cooking the mushrooms and getting scalded while scooping the udon up with a big spoon because my mom didnt buy a big fork, it was satisfactory. good job rachelle ;) and now, im gonna get myself a cup of milk and focus my head on chemistry
...after i hang the phone hee hee.

after much consideration for weeks, i decided to get my eastpak tmrw. i hope its gonna be a a fruitful trip so that i dont have to delay my time that's reserved for completing ten year series. earlier on, i asked priscilar a million times how long she took to answer her o level oral until she unsurprisingly got irritated. i really wonder if im ready for Os next year, oh nose (laugh prischan, laugh) i need help asshole.
OH. good luck for your papers toh! youre smart, you'll be able to pass ;)

-ha ha i hope it killed your boredom, prischan.

today's study time at aston's was(n't) successful thanks to priscilar's bladder and to add on, its terribly annoying for us to meet four idiots thrice. the interesting part is, we accidentally (large underline italic bold) replaced words in our sentence today eg.
1) prischan: i think we can buy some words (she meant, food)

2) me: who gave you the inspiration to remember the title, qiyuan (i meant, qing tian)

3) prischan: i tell your vietnam cousin (guy)

4) me: shes got an ahlian smell (style)

so yeah, congratulations we're starting a new trend. oh we also discussed about people mixing up or being ignorant about words like, oops opps, than then, cause course, to too, on our way back home ha ha.

then, i had cupcorn with extra butter for dinner, fug.

(i know im ugly)
im spending tmrw with her doing ten year series at rp's

three things that made me happy:

• today's the last day of having to tutor english.
• for the first time, someone said ive a nice blog which i didnt expect it'd be
• i saw you

*prischan, jiaxin: refer to the bracketed sentence, if youre smart enough to know what i mean ha

i feel sorry for myself everytime i watch a love story on screen and recall that im in Singapore. fuck sad my patheticly sorrowful life.