hi school's been a time-taker this week cause common tests are all coming up and you dont even have the time to sleep nor eat. let alone, play.
yep, ive been skipping meals and sleeping late just for the sake of studying SS, Math and Chemistry.




and i totally failed all three -.- wth.
im probably most disappointed in failing math & chemistry cause i was really confident bout passing math but i got 7/15 (and the half mark is gone for not writing down the units)
whereas for chemistry, i knew i'd fail but whats disappointing is, me wasting someone's (night)time for teaching me till dawn arrives.

an hour and nineteen minutes talk on the phone with sista, yesterday night, made me realise that trying to be someone is something stupid to do
(esp when you have all the features in the world for you to be yourself)
why mix around with cool people/person to be cool?
why show us a different side of yourself to us?
why give us excuses that you'd never give to cool people/person?
all these set me thinking. on whether youre really a materialistic person. but i wouldnt want to know the answer, for i somehow had already predicted it.
new word learned-poser.
ok im gonna meet my favourite uncle soon :) ha

(well, i guess this is long enough for atonement bout not updating for a week?)